Tampons.

Ok, I've had a few conversations with people lately that have sincerely disturbed me, no name naming, but it really did make me feel ill.
I've had people claim it's wrong for a woman to use tampons because it compromises her "virginity"......Really?! Look the fucking word up. if you're talking about the mucosa membrane, that could actually be painful to break in intercourse.
I mean, it really DISGUSTS me when men talk about desiring to shed blood and cause pain to a woman on her first experience, just so he can be assured she's a virgin, if you dont trust her, why the fuck would you sleep with her.....Jesus.
I mean, really tampons are just infinitely more comfortable for a female, because they don't smell for one, they don't itch, you're able to resume normal physical activity, ect. Why on earth would you encourage a woman not to for such a disgusting selfish reason? I personally think it's a GOOD idea not not have it intact for coitarche, but maybe my outlandish ideas are why guys don't ask me out, insincere men, all I have to say :) Glad really.

If you have anything to say or add to this, go ahead, but don't be all "ew, that's a yucky thing to talk about" becuase you saw the title and chose to read it frekkers.

Drugs?

Anti depressant medication, just going to say a quick few words about my opinion on it, I think it's really wonderful and necessary in many cases. As it gives you the chance to really detach and stand back without the mental and emotional chaos and actually pinpoint your issues, work through them without the angst. Mental illness has many levels, even though it may have started through emotional turmoil, it does create chemical imbalance that makes it super, duper hard to get through, and it gives a TEMPORARY boost so you can remove yourself a little to work through issues.
But it's not a permanent solution, I think relying on any kind of drug that alters the way you think and relate to yourself and others is a negative thing to rely on.
Anyway, gimme a yell with your thoughts and experience :)

Relationships

I've been confronted from many people, on my opinion on relationships, romantic, family, friend or whatever! or problems within a relationship. I'm just going to answer most common sort of questions and issues I'm personally confronted with.

(not that I claim to know about life and relationships, I honestly have very little world experience, just my observation and personal reflection)

One issue I see, all the time, in friendships, romantic relationships, and families is the belief that you cannot relate to people with dissimilar personalities and interests. Thus, reject those who are different.
My own opinion is that having a different perspective, skills hobbies and ways of relating to people and the world brings something new to the relationship and helps you to understands different points of view, extent your own concepts. Especially in a close or romantic relationship, where you are required to work as a partnership when relating to each other, as well as 'outsiders'. Having different attitudes and ways of dealing and different skills are really great for personal growth and working through life. (and hey, if you think that your friend, family or partner's hobbies are stupid, if you care about them, and they support it it must have some merit, right? :) )
Further digressing, I think that way too many people thrust themself into a close, personal relationship, thinking knowing personal things, about them and their experiences and life is knowing the person. You cannot know a person just from what they do and their personal moments, whether you can live from them day to day tends to depend on how they relate to other people, many and varied situations, how they operate and react. Which is, really, only learnt through time and observation. In my opinion

Then again, feelings and emotions are complex :) Foolish humans... :P

Casual Sex? I personaly disagree with it, telling me that you need to regularly have sex for your mental/physical health tells me you suck at jerking off and have no imagination. You have needs? Sure, you can have all kinds of crazy things happening with all the strange people you want. In your head. Once you take it outside of your head, you open yourself for
a) STDs
b) Emotional involvement/damage, don't really know other's circumstance or motives
c) Pregnancy with a person you don't care for
Long term, and short, much better and healthier to keep sex to a deeper, caring, personal experience. Within an exclusive relationship (yeah, that's my excuse..... :P )

This is just something about people that repels me right away, just wanting to throw it out there, I mean, sometimes I get people who you know, feel like they get along well with me and relate to me after meeting, and will absolutely throw themself at me, every time they see me within 200 metres, "hey, how you doing :3...how's your weekend, what's ur opinion on this, help me with this, guess what happen to me today!" blah blah, it really intimidates me '~' Or people online, who every time I log on, within a second start trying to get my attention, talk to me, ask opinions, tell me how great I am (?) I'm not a baby, I don't need affirmation from near strangers every two seconds, that seems more like you're sucking up than want to be my friend.
I just sort of think friendship is a process that you cant really force or leap into like that? I like certain etiquettes and personal space observed. I DO NOT want to hear about how your stepfather beat you, you don't feel as pretty as everyone else and your boyfriend never texts you anymore after knowing you for a week, it's DAMN AWKWARD. Ok? That's personal shit.
If you want to chat, or say hi, that's lovely, just please no smothering, unless you know I want you to smother me :3 then by all means go ahead, you know who you are!!!

Prolly gonna add more to this later, but all I have time for, so peace <3 Please leave me a comment or drop me a line about your own opinion and disagreements, love to talk to people :)

Moved to Facepalm book

On facebook nows, this will likely be neglected. Ta ta
http://www.facebook.com/people/Meg-Dunbar/100000922040221

Cabin fever!!!

I haven't left the house really in almost 2 weeks besides a jog around the block or something, I mean, I know I cant really go out atm for obvious reasons, but it's driving me nuts! I haven't seen anyone I don't live with for the past two weeks. Driving me insane, now I have an all clear to go back to school and normal activity.
Not that I have a great school truancy record at the best of times :3
Anyway!!!!! Need to get out and do something, Nicole you better catch up with me this week >:[ haven't caught up in forever! Roar

Rapscallion downed [Ogre Pinata] 25 man!!!!!

It's really annoying actually, as we haven't made ANY progress in 10 or 25 man ICC since putricide, and even that's too hard for people now. Doing icc25 yesterday, we were hitting enrage at about 16% on fester25, I mean, there are people CLEARLY not pulling their slack as dps, looking @ meter there are people doing 4k dps and under...I know it's lovely to have a guild run and all, but I personally would prefer to bring some pugs in and actually get it done, as this whole business makes me not want to really try anymore ): I mean, I've been saying FOREVER that we need to have some kind of "class captain" things, where the top players actually take some time to talk to those of same class and discuss how to standardise the dps and stats people stack. It would help our progression and loot council imo.

Ps: or just ditch the mentality that we are a serious competitive raiding guild, and promote we're more a fun, flexible bunch of people who still enjoy clearing content

Someone help me with formatting

I just really cant seem to get it right, no idea at all! need someone to sit down with me and explain how to make it look pretty, becuase when I hit preview, it looks fine, then hit publish all like OMGWTHROTFLBBQ. Seriously, thanks!

Why I don't want to go to the circle jerk final year retreat next week.

Simply, it seems pretentious, as well as a waste of three freaking days my time. Oh, and not just days, the seminars go till something like 10pm too. Group hug, talk about yourself type sessions simply make me feel really nervous, I don't want to talk about my personal life with those freaks? I've had 6 years to do so. If anyone cared the slightest about me, or my life at school, they too have had years without the help of some councilor telling them to. Sure, everyone may hug and forget about their difference for a day or two, but in the end it all goes back to them being jerks and using anything said against them.


I'm perfectly polite and helpful to people, doesn't mean I have to suddenly become bosom buddies, jeeze. If I like someone, they'll probly know about it pretty quickly. I'm not someone to frek around, you know?

I just think it's total bull that I'm expected to go or have negitive reprocussions on my VCE? I Don't see how that works or how they justify that at all. Seems like total bull to me in any case. There's no way they could make that affect your grade. lol

It's aaaaa one eyed, one horned flying purple plant eater!

If you don't know the song, you likely don't understand the title, which is ok. Go look it up, now. Epic.
But many people have misconceptions about vegetarianism, and specifically about mine. I'mma see if I can explain this to you jerks.

1) Huh, cheese isn't meat? Huh, candy isn't meat? Huh, yogurt isn't meat? Huh, cream isn't meat? ECT
Answer: a) Although many vegetarians don't bother with this, I'm a little bit more strict than most. Cheese for example, while it may not be a bleeding lump of flesh, does actualy contain product from a dead animal, the coagulant, rennet.
Natural rennet is extracted from the inner mucosa of the fourth stomach chamber of young, unweaned calves. These stomachs are a by product of veal production.
b) Yogurt, cream and almost all mints and soft lollies contain gelatin, sourced from partial hydrolysis of collagen from skin and bones. it is used to set many products such as yogurt, candy, cream, marshmallows and jelly.

2) Meg, why do you say you're vegan when you go out when I see you eat dairy or egg products at home LIARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR?
Answer: Becuase, simply put, it's too freaking hard to go through the whole "oh, does this have microbial rennet?" "can you double check on that yogurt?" when half the time they really don't care and are all like "Sure, sure it's vego...totally" Just saves arguments, time and confrontation.

3) Meg, why do you support and show interest in pharmaceutical testing in animals! You're SUCH a freaking hypocrite.
Answer: Hey now, who said I was a vegetarian because I care about animals? I just REALLY hate plants. Save all my hate for them.
No, no no, seriously now. The reason I do not eat meat is I don't believe in killing for pleasure, I mean, if I had to, I was stuck out on a island or something, I'll rip those cute bunnies a new nose hole.
I see eating animals as a "pleasure" as it's not necessary. People do it for taste, or the convenience of getting nutrients. When it is not required. I dont think I'm too unhealthy myself >.>
My opinion is the same for makeup. I hate the stuff on SO many levels, but that's another rant for another day. But torturing a life so you can hide behind a mask to deceive others of your appearance? seems like some kind of joke to me. that goes beyond my distaste for meat, Sorry ladies.
Pharmaceutical and medical testing directly saves lives and actually has a constructive use to mankind other than getting in mankind's pants. (Sorry ladies).
I do think human life has more value than animal. But that doesn't mean animal's lives are worthless.

4) Soy? I heard that makes your breasts big!
Shut up.

Soybeans contain genistein and daidzein which are the source of phytoestrogens in Soy. Because most naturally occurring estrogenic substances show weak activity, normal consumption of foods that contain these phytoestrogens should not provide sufficient amounts to elicit a physiological response in humans.

Genistein yes, if you pump yourself beyond what you would normaly eat healthily up may rarely act as a female hormone and have an effect on secondary sexual characteristics.
But on a flipside they can actualy block receptors of estrogen and inhibit these characteristics more often than not .
Thus the whole stick-esque vegan image.

5)How do you get iron, and protein and stuff? is it like...hard? :O
Answer: No, you get used to combining partial protein like beans and grains. eating truckloads of wilted greens for iron. Hardest thing to get naturally in my diet is B12, as it's unable to be synthesized in the human body, plants OR animals, only made by bacteria commonly found in meats and dairy products :X I tend to try and take pills for that. Also need to watch folate, as folic acid major influence on the absorption of b12. But too much masks deficiency.
Not much bacteria in fruit. unfortunately. Stupid heath and safety regulations

Non ranting answer? Yes it's hard but it just becomes a part of life.

Random PS. I was just reading ahead into chromatography in my chem book...I look forward to working with something called a retardation factor, LOOOOOL and people wonder why I love it.

Has it come to this?

Now that school's starting, hearing about everyone's amazing overseas' trip, debauchery, drama and such, it kinda makes me think "what do I do with my life?"




I sit on a computer for hours, taking abuse from people who I cannot stand to reach some kind of vague end.
What do I have to show for it? a 3.1k wow heroes gearscore and being on half the server's ignore list, OH YEAH BABY



I'm becoming kinda bitter about recent online drama, I think that's having a bit of a toll on positive relationships with others, some I hope to salvage, others very much not.

If I've been a cow to you lately, and you don't entirely hate me yet, by all means drop a line, would be much appreciated :D

My rage pen

You'dbe raging too if you were pooping out a pen 2 times your size RGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH....Mmm...that feels better. internet trolling >pooping pens though